why do we fallow

it never easy to just run , to just let go and leave , i was in my 40s when I just opened the door of my house and left every thing and walked away from it all , looking back to that day I think I did the right thing I left I just left , you know I just left I never thought about it ever again till this day , I had a good life family friends a supportive community A safety net if you like and I didn’t want to have a net , they didn’t understand it “ just tell us what happend “ they called the police to file a missing person and I called to tell them I AM not missing I just want to get out of the net that slow motion river  of life , I never fall in love not really don’t know why but it wasn’t that of a big part or a wool to persue , I wanted the scars of life to show on me physically  and in spirit , ahh sorry you wanted the candy sorry my boy  When you leave just tell him to came in I AM ready , thank you for the knock on the door .  That what he said father I didn’t see any one out s

“I am in the drive way” He said it over the phone in a whisper kind of tone  “Good , now turn off the engine for five minutes and start it again and wait , did any one saw you “ the voice on the other side asked  “ yes , one of the neighbors” “Good now just do as we planned and wait, she will be out in 10 minutes , as we agreed you are to drive to the compound and stop for nothing , once there you are to take command of the compound , our .. friends will join you in 7 days no more , this is the last time you and I shall speak , tell her I loved her and …be careful “ That was my plan which I have been formulating for the past 3 years at least , the first true step of it since … they found out the potential  of my invention and taken full control of it  My name is Adam I am a researcher in the multi international company so big that government bow before them in the board sets 6 members who in 7 days will be immortal and in 3 years shall be known as gods for my invention shall make them