oooh yeah i am back

 life is fundimently is to be busy with what .......no idea ... job health others life opinions family ,  pick your pick ....but when the night comes and so sure it does ...my demons or i should say writing demons so   not to scare any .. are back 
.many of whom i used to read for has left (the blogger.com) building  ,
 my thoughts his words still here my other self whom been away for along time ...for now i am here just to say the door is open and please take the seat and relax  .

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